So..

2010-12-19T07:57:00.000-08:00

sometimes I feel like I'm being forgetten
forgotten by the people I love
my family, my friends and even forgotten by him: (

sometimes I feel my friend is not there when I need
ok, even though they were
I just ..

i just can't tell them about what I feel

deep in my heart :(

so, I just pretended that everything is ok

give them a fake smile

i smile outside but inside i cry loudly

and the only person who could understand me,

patiently listening to me and

the one I am comfort to share all my feelings just him.. glen :(

but, everything has changed

We used to do everything together

We used to spend our time together especially our phone night :(

And we also used to express our feeling together

Before

When one of us have problem
The other always try to help and make the sad one happy

but now .....
Before

When one of us feel sad
The other always try to make the sad one feel better
but now ...

:'''''''(

i miss the old you

i miss how you patiently hear my story

i miss how you patiently hear my anger

i miss how you patiently accompany me till i sleep

i miss how you always be there when i need you

i miss how you fight for our love

i miss how you saying 'iloveyou' to me

i miss how we used to be :'(

HB

2010-10-09T08:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUNGA XARISA

3D

2010-09-15T04:26:00.000-07:00

Fortulicious

2010-09-12T11:19:00.000-07:00

WHO IS FORTULICIOUS ?

Full name: Jessica, fortunata

Nick name: Fortu

Birthday: 01.06.93

ME is MYSELF. and I♥MYSELF as ME

add my

...

FB: jessica fortunata

FS: Jessica fortunata

Follow me

...

Twitter: @fortulicious

PLurk: ikantuna

Formspring: fortulicious

Tumblr: http://meheartit.tumblr.com/

contact me

...

Msn: ikan.tunaa@live.com

yahoo: ikan.tunaa@yahoo.com

Skype: ikantunaa

ooVoo: ikantunaa

:'''(

2010-09-12T09:21:00.000-07:00

this time truly unforgivable

so this is how you treat your best friend

ok I'm not your best friend anymoresince you're in senior high schooland have new friends and a new lifebut it doesn't require that you forget your old friendand it doesn't require that you MUST forget about our friendship

I am very very disappointed in the way you treat your old friend especially ME

that way you forget your old friend and ignore them

i felt forgotten by you if you need to know:(

FYI ...
"The most painful thing is the forgotten by friends"

marilyn monroe

2010-09-12T06:13:00.000-07:00

EARTHday fashion show

2010-09-12T01:51:00.000-07:00

in The Backstage

my friends and also Ms.Amel helped me to fix the dress

'taaaaraaaa' my paper dress

Ms.Amel (my Homeroom teacher) and I

felt so nervous

Me, Uggy, Aurel, Fina

row before fashion showed

AND HERE WE ARE ...

endyuggy & jeffry from 10 st.john

idk who they are, but they certainly from the grade 7

and this is it ..

from the back

once again I do not know who she is, the only thing i know is she from grade 8

Erin from grade 11 science

Fina from grade 8 too ...

idk who he is

anita and david from grade 10 st.john

Melvina from grade 7 i guess

Which one do you think will be the winner ?

let's guess ...

....

...

believe it or not ..

the winner is

me :))

♥

cheers

2010-09-11T08:33:00.000-07:00

let me introduce them

from the left:

Rio, James, Bill, Ice, Adi, Jeffry

they are totally crazy

PIRAMID

I ♥ THEM

IMY

2010-09-11T07:02:00.000-07:00

I MISS CORNELIUS :'''''(

best friend ever

watch out, TERRORIST

our silly face

oh damn it's been a year i lost contact with him

since I moved into my new house and there is no internet connection

honestly i miss him really really miss him

i miss the way he speak bahasa

i miss the way he called me 'tuna fish'

i miss the way he laugh

and so on ...

HB JESSY

2010-09-11T05:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

11.09.10

happy birthday my dear silly friend, jessy kusno ♥

heiii you have turned to 17th :)

glad to know that buddy

wishes from me to you :

1. always love our GOD

2. obey your parents

3. be more mature

4. don't be silly anymore

5. longlast with darwin

6. become a success person

7. more beautiful

8. good luck with ur study

9. become a lovely sister for picil

and the last but not the least

is ...

9. don't you ever never forget about our friendship even if we rarely met

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST

I ♥ JESSY KUSNO

XOXO

fortu :)

late publish

2010-09-11T04:55:00.000-07:00

ALL ABOUT MY UNFORGETABLE SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY PARTY

CHECK THIS OUT

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

2010-09-07T07:25:00.000-07:00

Maybe some promises are meant to be broken.

To make us learn that we can't really trust somebody 100%

real trendsetter

2010-09-07T07:23:00.000-07:00

The Real Trendsetter Never Realize That What They Wear Will Be A Trend

2010-09-07T07:15:00.000-07:00

Jealousy only eats up ur beauty.

Have more faith in urself, you got something that other people don't.

PHOTOshoot part2

2010-09-07T06:33:00.000-07:00

PHOTOshoot part1

2010-09-07T06:08:00.000-07:00

2010-09-07T05:29:00.001-07:00

William Shakespeare - Sonnet #18

Shall I compare thee to a Summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And Summer's lease hath all too short a date:  oft' is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And e
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, An
dvery fair from fair sometime declines, By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd: all Death brag thou wanderest in his 
But thy eternal Summer shall not fade Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest; Nor s
hshade, When in eternal lines to time thou growest:

So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see, 
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

...

2010-09-07T05:29:00.000-07:00

Nothing is permanent in this world, not even your troubles.

-Charlie Chaplin-

emma watson ..

2010-09-07T05:26:00.000-07:00

2010-09-07T05:18:00.000-07:00

Nous sommes chacun de nous des anges avec une seule aile,

et on peut voler que par s'embrasser.

"We are each of us angels with only one wing, and we can fly only by embracing each other."

FRIEND

2010-09-06T08:08:00.000-07:00

A friend is someone who smile when you smile, laugh when you laugh, but hold your hand when you cry.

A friend is someone who listens when you speak, understands when you cry and guides you on your way.

Friends are like money in the bank, longer you keep them, the more they are worth.

Friends are like your second family only closer

Friends are the Angels that help you fly

Friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

Friendship is like a violin; the music may stop now and then, but the strings will last forever

Some memories can hurt, but with you by my side our friendship will survive.

"True friends are the people who brighten your smile everytime your with them"

- Julia VeRost -

Quote from Thomas.S

2010-09-06T07:48:00.000-07:00

A child becomes an adult when he realizes that he has a right

not only to be right but also to be wrong.

-Thomas S-

...

2010-09-05T04:29:00.000-07:00

...

2010-09-05T03:17:00.000-07:00

Siempre habrá razones convertido en triste,

pero nunca habrá razón para quedarse triste.

There will always be reasons become sad but there will never be reason to stay sad.

...

2010-09-05T03:04:00.000-07:00

I really like you.

Everything you do, makes me smile and I always wonder if you feel the same way I do

I want to spend more time with you.

I don’t understand a God who would let us meet, if there’s no way we could ever be together.

But All i never wanted was you to not let me down.

and

i'll be faithful to you then

what's friend?

2010-09-05T02:46:00.000-07:00

whether it is called a friend?

if yes

What kind of friends are you guys?

friends who always talk about me behind my back?

friends who just pretend to be likes me when you're not?

friends are there when i'am happy only?

Sometimes, I wish I could see what my friends say about me when I'm not around,

just to see if I can still trust them to be my friend.

:'(

2010-09-05T02:30:00.000-07:00

感情を制御することができます。
しかし、涙がうそをつかない。

Feelings can be controlled. But, tears never lie

:D

2010-09-05T01:56:00.000-07:00

The funniest photo of this century :D

object: LAURENCIA

captured by: FEBY.F.H

2009-11-02T17:20:00.000-08:00

hiiii blogger
long time no write

hahahahaha
no idea for now

just wanna say
im right now :)

try to find a new LOVE

with BIG LOVE
fortulicious

good bye sadness

2009-09-22T22:39:00.000-07:00

*GOOD BYE SADNESS

Dear God

2009-09-08T03:37:00.000-07:00

God help me through all this
Lord help me to accept reality
Lord help me to become an adult
Lord help me to be patient
God help me restore my smile

God do not let these tears flowing
God do not let it control my ego
God do not let me slumped because of this sadness

God please do not go away
I beg God is always by my side
I beg God guided me
I beg God to teach me
God I beg you give me directions
I beg God give me strength
I beg God bathed me with true love
I beg God draw near me with happiness

I know
God allowed this problem to come to me
because God knows my ability
I know
You promised me
that whenever there is trouble there must be easy
I know
You have created the mysteries of my life
I will never break bisaku
I know
You have created the mysteries
and the reasons behind them

HAPPINESS :D

2009-09-07T07:04:00.001-07:00

why do we close our eyes

when we sleep?

when we cry?

and when we imagine?

This is because

all the most beautiful things is not visible

There are times when we cry of happiness

and

the feeling by

hurt their antecedent

those who seek

and those who have tried

because they are who can appreciate

how important is someone that has touched their lives

Love is great

when you drop your tears

and still care for him

Loving isn't how you forget

but how you forgive

isn't how you let him go

but how will you survive

not what you see

but who have you felt

Dear You

2009-09-07T04:08:00.000-07:00

although we already had our own life
one thing you should know that I won't forget you

):

2009-08-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

So much I need to say
I’v Been lonely since that day
But it's time to face the truth.
I will never be with you.
And you never got to see me back at number one
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
Now the hardest thing to do is say good bye
I need some distraction
cause I can't sleep through the pain
So sad but true

.........

2009-08-26T04:13:00.000-07:00

Memories

You are the picture I see through my dream
The vision I saw in my head
The love I feel in my life
The one I surrender to

Spending time with u
To see u smile
To see u laugh
To be with u
Always makes me happy

Before
We always do everything together
We always spend our time together
We always share our secret
And we also express our feeling together
When one of us have problem
The other always try to help and make the sad one happy
When one of us feel sad
The other always try to make the sad one feel better
Before
When we fight
One of us always tries to make our relationship get back to the ryt place
Before
We always do everything together

But now
Everything have change
Everything end so fast
Now
We walk the opposite ways
We do everything by our self
Now
Our memories are just a part of our love
And now
We cant be together just lyk before

I want to be the best thing in your life.
But this is not what i want
I may be wrong
All I’m asking for is an apology
I noe tats my decision to leave
But sure in my heart I still hav ur name
I still hav the same feeling

it doesnt matter if it hurts me
as long as you will keep on smiling

the pain wont wound me
as long you keep on laughing

Thanks for everything
For all things u've given me
For making me happy
Thanks for the sweet n bitter moment we've spend
Thank you for taking care of me
Thank you for trusting me through all the 1year and 1month
Too much things I hav to thank for
But the last one I mention here is
I thank you for the memories u've gave me
And I will never gnna forget it
Our memories meant a lot for me

Wishing your life to be the best
With me or without me

Breakup

2009-08-14T09:09:00.000-07:00

Breakup

This is may be our best waydon't be sad :')i'm sure that

you will get other people better than me

Dear You

2009-06-30T05:02:00.000-07:00

i LOVE you not because i NEED you

i NEED you because i LOVE you

Haiii

2009-06-30T04:52:00.000-07:00

HAI BLOGGER

follow my PLURK

♥ PLURK.PLURK♥

and also my TWITTER

Twitter oh twitter

thx

see ya :)

♥ 42

welcome social

2009-06-12T02:53:00.001-07:00

WELCOME SOCIAL

Mai Birthday

2009-06-01T05:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

hopefully I CAN be a better person day by day

more mature, more beautiful, long life

01.06.09

just turned 16 years old. HORAY \ (^_^) /
thanks for all prayers and wishes.
thank you to my friends ( @bungekok , @phebyatreyu , @laurenthh , @vidiataruna ) who have provided surprises that I will never forget
and thx for the cupcakes guys

and for my BF GLEN
thank you for sang 'Happy birthday' for me and
for playing the violin . i really really love it babe ♥

WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY :))

LOVE is ...

2009-05-26T02:37:00.000-07:00

Two people. One feeling. That's what we called love

Blaaaaa

2009-05-20T07:57:00.000-07:00

Have you ever been so scared to lose him

even when he's not even yours ?

dreams

2009-05-20T06:29:00.000-07:00

dreams is the beginning of the journey
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness
Still another mile-ihaveadream-

HaPPy EARTH DAY

2009-05-15T05:43:00.000-07:00

EARTH DAY

HappY EARTH Day all.

today is the EARTH day :

my school celebrate it with planting trees

yeaah i think it can help our earth

let's planting trees

let's preserve our nature and keep our earth

UNFAIR!!!!!!

2009-05-12T03:22:00.000-07:00

anyone know why the hobby of our parents is ANGRY ?

no day without tantrums
they feel themselves always right and never wrong
and don't want to listen to others

when they can understand our feelings

huh!!!
This is unfair
children also have rights

PunCak n BLaBlaBla

2009-05-10T04:33:00.000-07:00

just got home from puncak

SAFARI and so on ...

our ancestor MONKEY

and The big elephants

what's life?

2009-05-07T07:31:00.000-07:00

Life is a big question that goggle can't answer it

2009-05-05T22:36:00.000-07:00

Captured by: Pheeby atreyu
in this photo: 42 (left) Cathy (right)

LOVE it so much :)

keep moving guys

2009-05-05T06:30:00.000-07:00

sometimes, people with the worst pasts can create the best futures.

LOVE is LOVE

2009-05-05T05:27:00.000-07:00

“Love is love, even when you’re not supposed to be together.”

Check This Out!

2009-05-04T06:07:00.000-07:00

AddictingGames

it's a ridiculous onlinegames

TRY it!

begining and end

2009-05-04T04:55:00.000-07:00

“I must admit, you were not a part of my book. But if you open it up and take a look, you’re the beginning and end of every chapter.”

♥♥♥

2009-05-04T03:03:00.000-07:00

Forever is not a word; rather a place where two lovers go when true love takes them there♥

(n)

2009-05-02T21:14:00.000-07:00

ok
let me describe one thing about this jerk animal
lizard is the most disgusting animal on earth.
flabby body and spots
small and ugly
EEEEEAAAAWWW!!!!!!!!

*goosebumps

there's a lizard in my bedroom last night

and that makes me unable to sleep until 3 o'clock in the morning. and when I've managed to sleep, the lizard was in my dream querying it become a NIGHTMARE

shortcut to be happines

2009-05-02T20:59:00.000-07:00

A person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world.

Someone to love.

Something to do.

And something to hope for.

lauren;s time

2009-05-01T07:23:00.001-07:00

LAURENSIA TURNED 17th

*Take one

*Take two

it's laurensia amelia birthday bash

10 st.peter

2009-05-01T06:30:00.000-07:00

I ♥ 10 ST.PETER damn much

interview tukang sapu ^^

2009-03-12T03:57:00.000-07:00

just interviewed the street sweeper . for CME task with the accompany by PACAR ♥

LOVE

42 :)

New Blog

2009-03-01T03:21:00.000-08:00

LaLaLa blog baru hihihihihi
blon ada yang mo di tuliis ^^
Blog Lama tak terpakai ^^