Senin, 02 November 2009

hiiii blogger
long time no write

no idea for now

just wanna say
im right now :)

try to find a new LOVE


Selasa, 22 September 2009

Selasa, 08 September 2009

Dear God

God help me through all this
Lord help me to accept reality
Lord help me to become an adult
Lord help me to be patient
God help me restore my smile

God do not let these tears flowing
God do not let it control my ego
God do not let me slumped because of this sadness

God please do not go away
I beg God is always by my side
I beg God guided me
I beg God to teach me
God I beg you give me directions
I beg God give me strength
I beg God bathed me with true love
I beg God draw near me with happiness

I know
God allowed this problem to come to me
because God knows my ability
I know
You promised me
that whenever there is trouble there must be easy
I know
You have created the mysteries of my life
I will never break bisaku
I know
You have created the mysteries
and the reasons behind them

Senin, 07 September 2009


why do we close our eyes
when we sleep?
when we cry?
and when we imagine?
This is because
all the most beautiful things is not visible
There are times when we cry of happiness
the feeling by
hurt their antecedent
those who seek
and those who have tried
because they are who can appreciate
how important is someone that has touched their lives
Love is great
when you drop your tears
and still care for him
Loving isn't how you forget
but how you forgive
isn't how you let him go
but how will you survive
not what you see
but who have you felt

Dear You

although we already had our own life
one thing you should know that I won't forget you

Jumat, 28 Agustus 2009


So much I need to say
I’v Been lonely since that day
But it's time to face the truth.
I will never be with you.
And you never got to see me back at number one
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
Now the hardest thing to do is say good bye
I need some distraction
cause I can't sleep through the pain
So sad but true

Rabu, 26 Agustus 2009



You are the picture I see through my dream
The vision I saw in my head
The love I feel in my life
The one I surrender to

Spending time with u
To see u smile
To see u laugh
To be with u
Always makes me happy

We always do everything together
We always spend our time together
We always share our secret
And we also express our feeling together
When one of us have problem
The other always try to help and make the sad one happy
When one of us feel sad
The other always try to make the sad one feel better
When we fight
One of us always tries to make our relationship get back to the ryt place
We always do everything together

But now
Everything have change
Everything end so fast
We walk the opposite ways
We do everything by our self
Our memories are just a part of our love
And now
We cant be together just lyk before

I want to be the best thing in your life.
But this is not what i want
I may be wrong
All I’m asking for is an apology
I noe tats my decision to leave
But sure in my heart I still hav ur name
I still hav the same feeling

it doesnt matter if it hurts me
as long as you will keep on smiling

the pain wont wound me
as long you keep on laughing

Thanks for everything
For all things u've given me
For making me happy
Thanks for the sweet n bitter moment we've spend
Thank you for taking care of me
Thank you for trusting me through all the 1year and 1month
Too much things I hav to thank for
But the last one I mention here is
I thank you for the memories u've gave me
And I will never gnna forget it
Our memories meant a lot for me

Wishing your life to be the best
With me or without me

Jumat, 14 Agustus 2009



This is may be our best waydon't be sad :')i'm sure that
you will get other people better than me

Selasa, 30 Juni 2009

Dear You

i LOVE you not because i NEED you
i NEED you because i LOVE you



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and also my TWITTER


see ya :)

♥ 42

Jumat, 12 Juni 2009

Senin, 01 Juni 2009

Mai Birthday

hopefully I CAN be a better person day by day
more mature, more beautiful, long life

just turned 16 years old. HORAY \ (^_^) /
thanks for all prayers and wishes.
thank you to my friends ( @bungekok , @phebyatreyu , @laurenthh , @vidiataruna ) who have provided surprises that I will never forget
and thx for the cupcakes guys

and for my BF GLEN
thank you for sang 'Happy birthday' for me and
for playing the violin . i really really love it babe ♥


Selasa, 26 Mei 2009

LOVE is ...

Two people. One feeling. That's what we called love

Rabu, 20 Mei 2009


Have you ever been so scared to lose him
even when he's not even yours ?


dreams is the beginning of the journey
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness
Still another mile

Jumat, 15 Mei 2009



HappY EARTH Day all.

today is the EARTH day :
my school celebrate it with planting trees

yeaah i think it can help our earth

let's planting trees
let's preserve our nature and keep our earth

Selasa, 12 Mei 2009


anyone know why the hobby of our parents is ANGRY ?
no day without tantrums
they feel themselves always right and never wrong
and don't want to listen to others

when they can understand our feelings

This is unfair
children also have rights

Minggu, 10 Mei 2009

PunCak n BLaBlaBla

just got home from puncak

SAFARI and so on ...

our ancestor MONKEY

and The big elephants

Kamis, 07 Mei 2009

what's life?

Life is a big question that goggle can't answer it

Selasa, 05 Mei 2009

Captured by: Pheeby atreyu
in this photo: 42 (left) Cathy (right)

LOVE it so much :)

keep moving guys

sometimes, people with the worst pasts can create the best futures.


Love is love, even when you’re not supposed to be together.”

Senin, 04 Mei 2009

Check This Out!


it's a ridiculous onlinegames
TRY it!

begining and end

“I must admit, you were not a part of my book. But if you open it up and take a look, you’re the beginning and end of every chapter.”


Forever is not a word; rather a place where two lovers go when true love takes them there

Sabtu, 02 Mei 2009


let me describe one thing about this jerk animal
lizard is the most disgusting animal on earth.
flabby body and spots
small and ugly


there's a lizard in my bedroom last night
and that makes me unable to sleep until 3 o'clock in the morning. and when I've managed to sleep, the lizard was in my dream querying it become a NIGHTMARE

shortcut to be happines

A person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world.
Someone to love.
Something to do.
And something to hope for.

Jumat, 01 Mei 2009

lauren;s time


*Take one

*Take two

it's laurensia amelia birthday bash

10 st.peter

I 10 ST.PETER damn much

Kamis, 12 Maret 2009

interview tukang sapu ^^

just interviewed the street sweeper . for CME task with the accompany by PACAR


42 :)

Minggu, 01 Maret 2009

New Blog

LaLaLa blog baru hihihihihi
blon ada yang mo di tuliis ^^
Blog Lama tak terpakai ^^